Its nothing for me now...

There's nothing in my life now... haven' t know..
its period in sudden... heartless..
why must now...why must now...why must now sister...
why just now u tell me everything...its quit blues for this 3 days...
i felt poles apart than before...
every day in ante meridian n post meridian i'm always thinking about this...
did grint before this... now did upset...
i give my heart, my care , my love to that person...
i never care if he/she wanna hate me...
i have to think about other feeling but should i pass out my feeling???????
better i hurting someone than i stab n talking nonsense bad behind them...
no one like both...
i know everything... i know what they did behind me before this...
sister had told the right...
even lets by gone be by gone...
i'm still can't and hard to accept this reality for this duration..
i still need a time to rest... to ease myself...
and also my sister...
how could you did that to me?????????
i don't comprehense!!!...
please......
its enough hurt for me... and now hurt and hurt...
tell me who hve to think about other feeling...?

ok....just lets call it a day...stress begin...hve to say fullstop. bye.!